Christmas blues..(pwede red?! bwahahaha!)

ahhhh....Christmas time is here once again! but, believe it or not i'm not as excited as before....

i'm happy i'm going home na... :) mom and dad are there, my dogs are there, my beloved bed is there too!! hehehe.. :) more food more relaxing time (i'm not so sure about this though hahaha)..

I wanna have so much fun, but i can't help but feel sad and worried that the sem is almost over... hehehe ...( i just don't know why i keep typing "hehehe's" ..it just happens hehehe...see!)...

I really want to spend more time with mom and dad.. i miss them na ... seriously.. but everytime Pops and i talk, there is that fear that he'll bring up THAT darned topic again!..i'm planing on telling him that i really don't like law, but it would really break his heart ..ahhh!!!!..darned it!


Another thing that's making me sad is that i'm missing my eldest sister too! hehe We ain't that close and when she's here she doesn't really spend that much time with me... but i still miss her..it's different when you know she's HERE with us...

and one more.... i'm gonna miss my friends here!! hehehe..really guys, you just don't know how attached i am to you now! hahaha..btaw, you guys are my big sisters man gud... i'll miss our talks, kabuang, ka cornyhan, foodtrip, triptrip, overnights, paperchats, kabuang while the teacher isn't looking etc...you guys really brighten up my day and i really keep you close in my heart !..uuuyyy enough amards..thank you so so much btaw!! hehehe :) .. (pasenxa, you know how i get when it's time to leave...)

lastly, the sem is almost over.. internship is almost here. 4th year?.. darn it...i'm praying that things will work out, that i'll survive! hahaha da kay ngano nag masscomm!!...seriously, i'm praying i won't get shouted at, embarassed, or whatever. i'm sure these will probably happen coz i''m not really not a writer/masscommer (ha?! hehe) at heart...,pero cge lng.kakayanin ko! hahaha..i'm already here so i don't really have a choice but to live with it! hehehe..this'll come to pass... :) *gulp

waaaa!!! christmas na jud!..i'm praying too for that gift that will really make me happy to the highest level!! hahaha... :p para at least mabawasan ako ka mingaw hehehe....

Momsie, Popsie..*with puppy dog eyes*...love man ko ninyo diba?.. hahahaha :p

too much eggs....

When i woke up from my afternoon nap, i found out that kuya and ate went out for their parties...sheesh..they didn't even wake me up properly to say goodbye... so i woke up disoriented and thinking that i might be in some alternate dimension.... hehehe good thing kuya butch was around for me to pick on! hahaha joke....

So i had to cook dinner... but, after a very deep nap i was in no mood to cook..sooo i got out the eggs... some ground meat..and more eggs! hahah and yeah, and a bit of cheese too..

I made two sunny side-ups, then moms omelette...

first you cook the meat...take it out of the pan, then cook the eggs.. and just before the egg gets cooked, put the meat then cover it with the egg..taaddaa!!! meat omelette... i added some cheese so it wouldn't look so plain.. hehehehe..

soo we had eggs and some meat and cheese.. hahahaa talk about a heart stopper...too much cholesterol!.. by the way don't put too much oil... my head is still spinning from that mistake.. hahahaha

it's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas...

Christmas time is here...

The wind is cold, carols ring a dingding..."ayoooo...we're masscomm students from UP...pwede mi manaygon?".. hahahaha...

"Thank you! thank you! ang babait ninyo thank you!..Meeerrrryyy Chriistmmmasss"...With matching blinking santa hats and dance number pa na ha".... hehehehe....

"Hello ate, gift nya ha?.. maski unsa basta naay screen ug keyboard na pwede ma daladala ug ma display sa starbucks...hahaha joke!.. :p"

"Ma?.. wla ra natumba ato Christmas tree?... dili na mag sakasaka taod ug lights sa atop ha?..bantay jud..."

"Kuya palit ta fireworks! ... bahala nag di pa New Year".. hehehe

"MAAAA!! lutu-i ko spaghetti bah!!...cge ne gud!!...."

"Wala lagi nako kuha-i ang fruits ma..ihapa gani 13 pa japon nah...isa raman ka grapes ako gi kuha *isa ka kumkom bah hehehe :p "

"Ate!!! Pagdali na ligo bah..byaan jud ka namo run wla na tay chair sa church!"

"Ay don't worry ma, ako hipos sa table after noche buena.. (btaw mukaon pa ka ana sa kadlawon tapos makatulog..si mama ra japon makahipos pag morning.. heehehe) "

"Dadots!...pwede papalit ug something *pa cute eyes daun ana man si mama sa imo daw ko ask...ayyy di day ko nimo love?.. (bwahahaha!..puppy eyes daun..)"


haaaaay!!!!...Christmas, a time for Jesus, joy, funny memories, and random craziness....

I'm suddenly craving for some fruits and spaghetti...yum...

sooo tired...

waaaa... 2 more weeks then i'll be home...Christmas na...then it'll be the second half of the sem.. then internship.. then 4th year..huhuhu..time is running out..

I'm sssoooo tired already.

I sleep when i'm not supposed to...

I forget if i'm hungry...

I'm up when everybody's sleeping...then wake up early for class....

I'm pretty messed up.. hehehe

maybe this is why ate calls me a robot... :p

i really need a break...

argh... now i know what a bibinka feels like... paet...can't i just decide on my own?....

When...oh i don't know...

When you're sorrounded with people, yet you still feel so alone..

When you've shared so much yet you still feel so overwhelmed with your thoughts..

When you're so full of laughter, but you're still frowning inside...

When you are smiling so, but you're wondering how or why ...

The room is too crowded, but you still feel so isolated...

You look around, everyone's so excited...

You joke around, but actually you're serious...

You wanna keep quiet, but then you'd be too lonely...

You chat with the guys then wonder what it's all about...

You type down your thoughts then you realize "for what?"

Oh i don't know... maybe i just want to

Maybe i just want it out...

Oh i don't know....maybe...

just maybe...

I'm sleepy and hungry..

Someone go get me some food....

teehee...

...'til the day ended

Wow.. this day started out great!..class was okay,.. spent a great afternoon with my buddies...had our "lab class" at computerun hahaha then went for our last subject. ..

After class i rushed home to prepare for my bro's surprise party.. i mopped, tried fixing the ceiling etc. Large drops of sweat was dripping off me. I just finished tidying and fixing myself up when bro got here. I had so much trouble lying to him coz the other guests were'nt here yet.. I had to stall him .. hehehe When we were all complete, it was a blast!.. my bro couldn't help but smile...

everything was about to end perfectly..but, there's always a but, it had to happen.

Coz of all the commotion and stuff, people got tired and hot headed..

Sumbatan ba ko nga masscomm RA ko.... it wasn't said like that, pero that's what it meant...

Sorry ha. If you guys only knew how much i despise myself for getting into this!

i was having so much fun... 'til the day ended!

darn

Not by mind, but by heart....

I thought i was done with this issue. I thought i had finally accepted that i can't do anything anymore. I thought i had learned to live with it. Damn. I just can't let go.

A classmate asked me for a favor. I almost always say yes to them so i said, okay shoot! what's it about?... She was asking for help to call up someone to follw-up something.. damn. I don't do calls... So i had to say no.. I couldn't help a friend coz i was scared... that's how pathetic i am..

She said that i should get out of my comfort zone, it's just a call...hahaha.. Well, i'm already out of my comfort zone, i'm a masscomm student ain't i?.. darn it! i'm really not a people person, so this course is almost like torture for me...My days are numbered.. Internship is almost here... I can't really imagine myself...

A lot of people say i can excel in my course. IF i try. Of course, i don't believe them. Heck! I crumble if i'm alone at interviews, i mumble, stammer, and do stupid stuff during presentations, reports or when placing a call. I just can't help it!.. teehee...So sorry if i just can't believe it.. :p

I can do my job well if i'm not bothered with people talking to me, or me talking to them....I'm just not a people person...


No matter how hard i study, a lot of things just don't stick to my head. I forget a lot of stuff. My couzin told me that this is because, i just study or learn things with only with my mind and not with my heart. It sounds corny, i know, but honestly? It's true. teehee....i just can't learn to love this course THAT much. I can live with it though. Actually i have too...I can't waste my three years studying it just because i can't take it anymore...I have to suck it all in and go on.

I just hate the thought that i can't help my friends or do my job well coz of this.. Wish i could change my attitude, i tried already. It's just too hard.. hmmph!...I envy my friends who are now reaching their goals.Fearlessly doing what they want. Wish i could be more like them. Maybe if i worked on somehting that i truly loved, i'd prolly reach places too.. hehehe

I thought i was over this issue. But feeling what i feel now? phooeeyy! i'd be lying if i said i was.... haaaay.....

my sister's smile...

To those who are close with their sisters.. i'm sure you all know what i mean when i say... I love my sister's smile.. :)...

You can call me mushy or anything but, what can i do?... i love my sister's smile.. hehehe

I'm very close with my 2nd sister. She's years older than me but, she's more of a kid than me in some areas.

She laughs easily at movies, easily gets amazed, easily gets scared, she's easily touched by stories too. There was this one time that we went horseback riding, she was so happy and giggly that she almost looked like a highschooler! The guy who was guiding us couldn't help but smile at me. I couldn't help but smile at my sister too.. hehehe.. seeing her so happy and carefree made me want to buy her a pony. There are even times when i can't sleep if she's not with me. And when she is with me, i usually sleep ON her shoulder. hehehe that way i know she wont leave.. hahaha

Whenever i buy something cute a candy perhaps or a notebook, she'd take a good look at it while saying how cute it is. She'd ask it from me and being the meanie that i am, i usually say no... hehehe... It's not like i don't want to give it to her, it's more like i'm teasing her.

One time, it was her birthday. I was being extra mean that day so we had a fight. I said something really mean and she cried. The awful thing was that, it was her birthday! I got so upset by what i did that i went to the mall and bought her a teddy bear. It cost me half of my month's allowance but i didn't mind.Just seeing her smile was enough for me to be happy too.

She's very kind hearted. When she sees people suffering she gets upset. When i get injured (well i Always get injured so somehow i'm more of a burden on her hahaha) she'd get really angry coz she hates seeing me hurt myself... :)

She cares a lot for animals too! There was even this time when i stepped on the dog and sprained my ankle. Seeing that i was laughing a little, and bigger, she went to cuddle the whimpering little puppy. My ankle was throbbing but seeing how she cared for the little guy, i felt like i was the one who was being cared for... She's that type of person.

She's smaller than me so i think of her as very fragile. She doesn't do sports or any "under the sun stuff" so i often hang out with her at home. She's the one who cooks and does the housework. I'm pretty lazy so we often have little arguments on who does what. But afterwards, we sit down and start annoying each other till one gives up and starts laughing. hehehe....

She may be fragile but, she is the brain of our family. She loves to solve puzzles. So when we play computer games she leaves the fighting to us, and we leave the solving to her. hehehe... Sometimes because of her kindeness people don't take her seriously. Looking too young for her age doesn't help either. But, you know what?.. i'd love to see somehow who'd really anger her!.. hahaha she's actually tough inside too!.. She can defend herself with words and she can be really mean if she wants too. Trust me, she can be MEAN.. hahahaha....

One of the things that really ticks me off is when i see her get disappointed. When she's so excited about something but in the end she ends up saying "sige na lng"

I'd do a lot of things for her.... (cept, i dunno why it's so hard for me to clean our room! hahaha) When she'd call me to fix something for her, i'd do it even if it's already dawn.. hehehe.. that's how much i love her.. seeing her smile after i fix it, is worth a whole day's sleep for me! hehehe...

I just hope that when she meets the guy she'd fall for, he'd be THE ONE.. coz if i see any guy out there breaking her heart, i'd love to break his legs! hahaha.. and hey i'm not the only one in our family, there are 6 of us and 6 dogs too!.. hehehehe

The week that was...

Well, this post is certainly late.... hmmm..these past few days i've been late to most of my first morning classes... hahaha...what an impression.. start pa naman ng class... cge nlng gud... :)

Anyways, here's my week to remember..

SUnday...

I woke up at 5:30 to join the alay lakad against drugs..YFC's were Participating so we went.. i was LATE as usual so i had to wait at the side of the street for my friends... hahaha!..luoya sa mga nag nstp oi...so we walked, then a thought came.."pukawon nato si rachelle!" hahaha so i took out my Phone and we woke up our friend!.. hahaha.. after the walk .. Me, camille, ralph and rachel (who arrived later than me) decided to go for some pizza (and note: While deciding a bird decided to give me his blessings! :p)... the first years couldn't come coz their teacher wouldn't let them go yet...we walked to Da vinci ---CLOSED, so we decided to go to JCA, we walked and walked.. and walked....---CLOSED, then we went back to fuente, shakeys--CLOSED, pizzahut---CLOSED.. well what did we expect?.. it was still hahahaa...sooooo..we went to chowking nalng..i told them it was my treat coz my birthday's coming up! hehehehe... after a while the first years texted if they could still come.. i said yes..When they arrived, 8 am...I WAS SHOCKED.. hahaah!!!!.. there were 10 of them sooo jollibee nalang sa guys ha?. heheheh....

In the afternoon, Ralph, Camille and I decided to go strolling at SM.. we walked around, talked ate some burgers.... then i bought a guitar! hehehe.. it wasn't very wise of me to buy at the mall but, what can i say?... i fell in love hehehe... (I named my guitar CHiLi by the way.. )
We ended the day by going attending the mass at mabolo church.. seriously, we couldn't understand a word the priest was saying.. )

Monday...

yippee!!!... It was my birthday!!... and it was a super crazy day!!.. my friends made me wear a skirt.. twas that or eggs on my head.. sheesh.. i was late for Class coz i couldn't get myself to get out of hte house alone.. soooo i had to wait for kuya to finish and hitch with his taxi.. hahaha...i felt so silly that day!.. before i went in the room, i had to take a deep breath to calm myself down! wheew!... good thing there was a seat at the back of the room!...

guys, really.... mabuang ko sa inyo kabuang!! hahaha

we went to JCA for lunch and i was amazed that the 8 of us could finish their Magic monster in a matter of minutes! hahahaha ...sorry au ralph nalimtan ka namo!!..bawi lng ko next time! hehehe

When i got home, i caught ate cooking spaghetti!! yahooo!!!.. hhehehe.. my cousin bought me lechon manok plus a box of oishi manju, bro bought the liemp... hahaha.. i was definitely full!!..

The bad thing was that, my migraine attacked. I wasn't even able to enjoy the ice cream!! sheesh.... i had to take some pain relievers then go to bed....

Tuesday..

I woke up at 5 am coz i was having chills... i was shaking like i was lying down on ice... haaaay....tanawa ra!.. i wore a skirt then got sick sheesh! hahaha.... it took me a while to recover. i couldn't afford to stay at home coz our enrollment was kinda unfinished at that time..so i had to haul my butt out of bed then take a bath... i'm not doing that anytime soon! the pain was too awful!.. I was LATE AGAIN.... haaay spanish pa naman and the prof. is a bit intimidating hehehe.. Shudi late basta tuesday....i found out rachelle was coming down with a cold too... hahaha the curse of the skirt!!

Wednesday...

hmmmm... nothing much happened cept that my gastritis kicked in! grrrrr.... AND i had to line up at school to finish our change mat...talk about too tiring!

When i got home,i had migraine and gastritis!..i couldn't eat even if i was soooo hungry ... that really pissed me off!... the pain was unbearable so i couldn't help but cry... bata jud noh?.. hahahaaha

Thursday...

I was still feeling bad.... i woke up 3 times at dawn coz of the pain in my stomach....

I was LATE AGAIN too!..when i arrived at school, our class just ended... sheesh....patay na jud ko.... i couldn't eat much so i was pissed again pero cge lng... hehehehe.. we attended a meeting after class then went home.. hehehe

Friday!

At last!.. I wasn't late!! hahaha.. well actually i was, but the teacher went out for a while when i arrived so i was safe teehee... :) butchik caught rachelle's cold so the curse of the skirt wasn't done yet.. hahahaha.....i was feeling waaay better that day so i was a bit more energetic... my main pain that day was i forgot my allowance.. i ended up taking back the hundred that i paid to buchik.. sorry chik!! hehehe.. in the afternoon.. we went to waterfront to talk about prom stuff. I really hated it coz i was wearing only my jogging pants and t-shirt...i ate a burger without the patty.. egg ra jud ug cheese!.. sheesh..they really ought to teach their trainees more!.. before i went home i had a meeting with my yfc buddies. When i ARRIVED AT HOME.. i found my two brothers happily waving at me... apparently they forgot their keys and had to wait for 2 hours for me.. bwahahahaha!!!!

Saturday

basically i just woke up, ate lunch, slept again then ate again.. teehee!


So that was my week!. I hope i won't have one like it, anytime soon! hahahaha...

new sem, new entry....

Well, this is my first post since the sem started... hehehe and it's actually a mixed up one...

These past few days i've felt down... (pirmi man bah! hahaha) anyweiz my grades got demoted, and i just feel bad for some reason...probably because my birhtday's coming up and something bad always happens on my birthday.. hehehe...either a fight starts or sumthing...teehee.. :p funny....

Lots of events are coming up and i'm reeeaallly looking forward to them! hehehe... got spanish as an elective and i'm planning to get a guitar...hmmm pero why do i still feel so down?...maybe because internship's coming, fourth year hapit na.. and i don't want to graduate yet hahaha... i'll miss all the hassles of school too much... hehehe.. i easily get attached man gud...anyweiz.. i don't want to do the internship pa..i'm not ready yet... i don't think i'll ever be.. hahaha kay ngan nag masscom! toinkz..btaw, lisod man ui ...if your heart ain't in it, it's hard to give your best....

pero anyweiz, guess i'll just have to enjoy it... :) it won't be easy pero i don't think i have a choice...

time to go home...

weeee...finished my job early so i get to go home nah! ;) as in now nah...

hehehehe...pero, ug sa dihang malas lng japon ko....

i spent the entire day at school..(tenx kimoi, itin and den for keeping me company!!) teehee...cenxa au wala nadayon ato movie marathon/foodtrip! heehehe bawi lng ko next sem... :)
then when i got home...speed packing!! hehehehe paet most of my clothes are still at our labandero...boohoo....

daun...I STEPPED ON THE NEIGHBOR'S DOG.... boohoo...

My foot hurts... nope, the dog didn't bite me.... i sparined my left foot yet again.... waaaaaH!

Shudi bandage-bandage suko nya si pappy pagmakakita sa iya danghag nga anak... antos na lng sa hantud maayo.. hahahha

buhbye guys! 6:30 nah byaan nko sa boat...teehee....

shucks wala nkoy internet sa bukid waaaaah!!

haaaay...bad luck really lovesme..

paet...gikan sa kabuang sa amo projects..sa tanan errors ug mga late...wa na hagbungunon na jud ko!....shucks...

After all the hardwork i was really looking forward to a funfilled day tommorow with friends... nya makauli na jud ko..nangita na si papa sa iya anak nga way ayo hahaha

haaayyyyy naa pa man diay ko work as the block rep damn my luck jud this sem!...huhuhuhuh kay ngano btaw!...li jud ko buy-an sa malas..li nalang ko matingala if madautan ang barko sa tunga sa dagat hahaha....

pwede mu resign?..or classmates, i impeach nko ninyo beh!! hehehehe

bayad bya mo ugma ha?.. papauli-a nko ninyo... :( pero if naay buotan kayo nga taga Cebu nga willing mu help okay ra sad kayo.. Collect ra btaw sa bayad... 0_o

All together now!....

What time is it?!... Sembreak na!! hehehe HSM au oi.. :p

Wow. No more interviews, editing, layouting, writing and stuff!!! woohoo!!

haaay.. this sem has been full of surprises, disappointments, changes and sleepless nights....I'm used to the last one though so no problem there! hehehe

I never thought it would get as busy as this..Grabe..my computer has also been complaining. From extreme lagging to missing installers..haaay...i hope my bestfriend is still okay... I'm gonna clean my files today...sheesh...

Well it wasn't all bad though, I learned how to edit pics, layout (pwerteng kauya!!) and met a lot of big people like daddy tom hahaha...(i'm not coooperating! :p ) It feels sooo goood not having to worry about anything hehehe...

Oi to those who i worried, offended, and hassled (tama bah?.. hehehe ) during our "hell week" sorry au! hehehe ....cenxa jud au.. :)

Happy sembreak guys! and see yah soon!! :)

S*** happens....

hehehe Sorry bout the title... :p i haven't been myself lately...

Anyways... i just had my longest sleep ever... believe me or not, i just slept for 15 hours. that's because for three weeks i only had like 2-3 hours of sleep..then the other day, i didn't sleep at all..as in wala.. not even for 5 mins or what..... busa patay.. hahaha

finally... we're done with our darn docu (annnd because of stupid glitches we were 2 hours late! hmmph wala jud ko tulog tapos na late?!... grrrrr... shucks mamatay ko if iya tu minusan... huhuhuhuhu) and tapos na pud ang magazine... feel au nko apil ko sa ila cebuano class... hehehe cge lng i love to help man sad....hehehe now we only have 2 final requirements left...journ layout/samok (aw. hehehe) and BC chuva....hahay...

Haaay..since these requirements are individual, we won't have any overnight chuva's anymore hehehe i'll miss those guys and our all night fiesta's hehehe ...balik nya mo guys! the house seems lonely now ..... hehehe :) dracula's waiting too! hehehe

ANNNND now, back to my title...because of all our requirements lots of people have been asking everyone for help on different things.... i've tried my best to help all those who asked for my help... Sometimes i just wish that the good samaritan in me will stop and turn black hehehe ..taw oi...it's very tiring to help when you're the one who'll end up in deep shit in the end... There, i finally said it...hehehe.. From my previous posts i've ranted bout this too. This is because, I try not to let my emotions control me in public. busa sa blog mag yawyaw.. teehee....

Now, for the n'th time i'm facing problems coz of my darned self...hmmph..now i'll start to think twice before i help anyone....now i know why people seldom help others... Shucks...i better go and prepare my speech for kuya again....haaay...kasaba # 100+ napud

sometimes NOT helping is better... 0_o

I want.....

Time to stop for me....

My bed....

My pillows..

My fan...

Lovely dreams...

and a dazzling morning to wake up to!

I want sleep....!

Break muna.. hehehe

Whew!..studying is making my brain bleed...huhuhuhuh

heheheh anyways, time for a break! :p

my plan to study early in the morning went kaput!..i woke up at 9 and when i went out of my room i found our neighbors on the couch...hmmm so i had to wear a nicer shirt, comb my hair and fix myself hahay...kakapoy... toinkz... :p

We were all waiting for pacman's fight so it was a bit merry here at home...our door was open, their door was open and everybody just went in and out.. I didn't really mind coz i like it when the house is "merry" hehehe. . . . Also, they have Dracula (their cute poodle puppy!!) he kept running around so i was happy.. hehehe After a while they were getting very annoyed because a lot of people were talking about the "results" of the fight....They were trying to bet on who was going to win but gave up after a while.

I read a few pages of my notes then decided it really wasn't gonna work. The house was too busy, I was also waiting for the fight and Dracula kept distracting me... sooo i ended up talking with the guys... (my sis ain't back yet so i'm the only rose among the thorns hahaha!!)

Paet...kapoy na lingaw ila topics..... From Transformers to God, to girls to sports to computers and medical stuff (did i mention they are all nurses?!.. ). I was able to connect with most of their topics but i got tired after a while (they actually don't understand why bamboo has a lot of girl fans! ahihihihi boring man daw iya songs)..I decided to continue editing some pics so they'd get the message that i was busy... toinkz...they started asking who were the ones on the pics, their names, numbers and etc.. hahay basta chiks lagi ahihihi... (don't worry guys, i will never give them your numbers hahaha :p) I just smiled and laughed with them (especially after they asked me to edit some of their pics! ) haaay..Good thing the big sis of kuya visited!.. naa ra ko ka talk hahaha.. :)

Having a lot of people ( labaw na mga kuya..) here at home can be verryy kapoy...but it's also great coz of the food! hahaha ..thanks sa coke, bananaQ, puto and suman kuya!.. hehehe.. and oh.. salamat sad sa highlighter! toinkz.. parasite au mi...

okay lng, borrow man sad sila baso, kaldero, mop etc.. hahaha

P.S.

YAY!! abot na si ate ugma!!! hahahaha :)

argh!

huhuhhu i'm doomed i tell you! Doomed!!! waaaaaa!..

I'm currently sorting our videos for our documentary... when i got to the video of one of the important ones..i found out that the audio is soo bad!!! i knew i should've brought my recorder along...shucks! huhuhuhuh...... uh oh...i mean you can still hear him talking, but there's just too much noise in the background! arghhh!...

I'm gonna need extra ears to listen to this... groupmates, magpakabungol ta next week huhuhu..sorry.... li jud ko kasabot sa uban...saons hinay au tingog si daddy..... :( cenxa au....

when friends go crazy! hahahaha

hahay.. today was officially "SKIRT" day....

As some of you might know, i'm not much of a skirt fan...i like them (honest!) i just don't like to wear them at school...at school we're always busy. I like to wear them when i'm not too harrased..like strolling with my sis etc... (OA kayo sa?.. hahha)

Anyweiz.. i couldn't say no to my friends coz they' make me pay 100 each... and there's about 9 of us.. dang it..i was outnumbered! hmmph.... my bro and sis knew about thei plans but they didn't really do anything cept tease me! hahay..this is the part that i hate...

I wasn't really comfortable coz i was supposed to report today too!...facing people+uncomfortable skirt= Dead emyats.. hahaha :) seriously, i wa freaking out.... OA lagi ko.. :)

Actually game ra ko... if only they gave me a week or so, nakakita pa cguro ko ug skirt.. hahaha! but unfortunately..i REALLY DONT have one!... so bawi na lng... i wore a blouse and everything that went with it.. :)

ANd for that, i was late, the taxi didn't have change (i ended up walking from the store to the undergrad building..torture!) i was carrying my bag the triopod and video cam! (mura kog amaw) when i got to the gate, sir marx saw me and started teasing me....agrrrr....huhuhuhu

ambot ni ako fwends oi!..bleh! wala na ko utang oi! taka lng mu dah! hahahaha :) hehehe...

YOU GUYS OWE ME BIG TIME!!!!! :)

P.S.

I'm helping some friends with their project annnd i'm really itching to post the pics.. (shudi!.. bawal pa daw..) hahahaha .. anyweiz excited nko! hehehehe

Have you ever....

had that feeling that everything's just gonna explode? That everything you've bottled up for so long is ready to overflow?

Or, how bout that feeling that you want to scream so loud just to make people understand what you are saying? To show that you've had enough? That you are no longer amused by them...

Have you ever had that feeling that, you're sooo angry at someone but everytime you attempt to make a fool of them or try not to care...you realize that it's wrong?....

I'm angry but i'm not. I'm soooo ssoooo angry but i can't do anything about it...

Hahay..there... nahuwasan na ko.. hahahaah! .

A touching piece

As most of you might know i love the piano... i heard this piece first in the anime La corda d Oro (it's about music.. :) watch nya mo!) hehehehe i searched for a video of it and viola! :) hope you guys enjoy... nice au ni super!....

crazy since yesterday...

Now i finally have the energy to blog about things.. hehehehe

yesterday was one crazy day. I got lost looking for our econ classroom (i really don't have any sense of direction! :p) and i had ssssooo much fun pretending to be a boy! hahaha (for the entire morning i was "Christian", a soon to be media guy"

I just got my new sun sim and my phone from my bro (new family policy..keep your sun sim so we can call you.) i pulled a prank on Rachelle and pretended to be Christian. A soon to be media guy who was dying to see her again after her pageant!.. hahahaha when i revealed my identity during luch time, grabe! kulang na lng i black eye ko ni rachelle.. hahaha PEACE CHELLE!!!! lingaw lingaw ra tu ako..

My mind was flying during math time. (mao ra ni ako ma write about my classes hahaha) After class we went to paseo for the Ms. Campus journalist (CONGRATS CHLOE AND KAREN!!!). Camille was so happy coz she finally got to ride the Pink 04L jeep.. hahahaha..Rachelle had a MISadventure and the entire time in paseo, i was tryng to shrink hehehe..seriously, i really hate places like that..(wala ko nangaway ha...i just have this weird fear of people drinking etc.. basta long story..)

When i got home, i was sooo disoriented that i actually poured my powdered iced tea, into the frying pan! (mga 12 na tu kapin and i wanted to eat dinner hehehe) i ended up eating iced tea flavored hotdogs hahaha!..i chatted with rachelle till... 3 am i think..before i went to bed..

The next day, my bro was wondering of i was still alive coz i didn't wake up till 1 pm hahaha! amazing.. that's my longest record yet!

Today, i spent the remainder of my day here in multiply and surfing the net.... and oh, I was able to help camille get rid of the brontok that invaded her laptop... ...

P.S

My bro's friends just moved in the apartment adjacent to ours....now i have kokey (that's what i call him) calling me neighbor! hahahaha..... oh boy!....

answer me? hehehe

Create your own Friend Test hereanswer nya mu guys.. nalingaw lng jud ko ani hehehe :)

hahahaha! (pls ignore my previous entry!)

I know i said that i'm going to sleep na.. pero i got really hungry and decided to eat while surfing the net...

hahahaha! this pic is hilarious!!!


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Kaluoy sa miming!!!! hahahaha

finally!

oh yeah!.. hahahaha

The weekend's here... got nothing to do.... no assignments due on moday (cept our report) ... got a free day... waaaah!!! heheheheh

I'll finally get some sleep!! hahahaha :) kapoy na eat dinner oi..

I'll blog about other stuff and eat dinner tomorrow na (yep, wala pa koy dinner..ahihihihi) kapoy na jud au .. i really wanna sleep...hehehehe :)

g'nyt guys!! wake me up ...when september ends! hahahaha

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hahaha... wala lng.. inspired ni by rachelle ahihii... lingawlingaw lng gud.. answer nya mo! :)

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Test kunohay hahahaha

Tungod ni rachelle nag post ko ani hehehe...:) answer nya mo para lingaw lingaw lng gud hahaha

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Are you my friend?.. (toinkz! hahaha joke ra ni guys..)

This post was inspired?... hahaha by rachelle... wala lng... :) ang dili ka answer manglibre jud nko ha!! hehehe

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For Am!!!....

Hey there AL Marie
What's it like in New York City?
we're a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Fuente Osmena can't shine as bright as you
We swear it's true

Hey there Al Marie
Don't you worry about the distance
We're right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to our voice it's our disguise
We're by your side

Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
A.D.E.C.K man gud ta gud...

(hahahaha!....wala koy ma hunahuna-an nga ipuli!)

Hey there Al Marie
We know times are getting hard
But just believe us girl
Someday we'll pay the bills with our guitars
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there AL Marie
we've got so much left to say
If every simple song we wrote to you
Would take your breath away
We'd write it all
Even more in love with us you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan


A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Al Marie we can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Al Marie
You be good and don't you miss us (kay pwede na ka mapriso hekhekhek)
Two more years and we'll be done with school (hope so! hehe)
And we'll be making history like we do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Al Marie here's to you
This ones for you

Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
Oh A.D.E.C.K man tang tanan
A.D.E.C.K man gud ta gud...

When camille and i heard this song am, ikaw jud dayon ang ni pop sa amo minds.. hehehe i changed some words para mu "bagay" kunohay.. hehehe

pssst! we miss yah, luv yah, ingatz and God bLess!!!!!

Am,Denden,Emem,Camille, Kristine.......

when i think of endings....

When i think of endings i always relate it to someone leaving.Since i was a kid, i had to deal with my bro's and sis' leaving for college. I was only able to share a few years of my life with them and i can't even remember most of them (uuuhh... this kinda explains why i can't jam with them most of the time hehehe ). When i was still in elementary, most of my friends thought i was an only child hehehe..

I hate it when movies or books end, coz then i won't be able to see the characters anymore. I always want to know what happens next. At the end of every day, i often think of what i did, what my friends and i talked about, and a lot of other things. (yeah, i think too much sometimes hehehe)

Anyways, i started this topic coz of rachelle's post.. (:p ahihihihi) i actually don't want the sem to end yet. coz then, i 'd have to face 2nd sem, then on to our senior year, then on to the final sem, then graduation. It's still a long way to go but i'm already worried about it. praning noh?... hahaha

I dunno, i guess i don't want college to end coz i'll miss all the activities, the people and everything too much! hehehe

Judgement day....

Waaaaah!..i knew something was gonna happen today....

Before i went home, i went by Marc and Matheau's to buy some bread for my broS...Today is our payday(allowance/sweldo hehehe) annnnd i know my brother's gonna inquire about the 3.5k i asked from ate....

When he arrived his first words were "para asa ning 3.5?" ...waaaah! nawarla ko ... i smiled and said "do you really want to know?" hahahaha

Na shock xa... especially when i said na since intrams pa naguba si jack and ako ra nangita ug way nga maayo hehehe :) He couldn't believe it.. la sad ko kasabot sa iya reaction---- 30% lagot and 70% shocked?... hehehehe..basta i just kept smiling and told him the story... hehehe

What really annoyed him was that my sisters knew what happened and didn't tell him...ana xa maro na daw ko hehehe (anyweiz he used to do this to our eldest sis teehee) ...what can i say?.. when i'm in trouble, my brain tends to move faster... i think... heehehe

haaaay! finally this is all over!.... hahahaha.. i fixed my prob perooo..

that's one month's worth of allowance, down the drain! but hey, i just can't stop smiling!

now for kuya's 2gig mem card..... hehehe...

I miss jokjok.... :)

Last september 22 we went to ralph boarding house to interview his landlord....We found out lot of stuff and met a very interesting dog...

This dog, didn't bark at us, growl or intimidate us....In fact all it wanted was a good pat on the head... :) ralph introduced us to jokjok (that was his name) and i just loved him!.. hehehe (naa na sad ko..) He was sooo cute and lambing kaayo xa!!!

Believe it or not, jokjok is a dog who actually acts like a cat!.. hahahah.... grabe ka lambing nya magsige ug suksuk sa imo tiil..murag iring hahaha....

Jokjok lives with 18 cats so i'm not surprised that he's experiencing identity crisis! I don't care.. i like him that way ahihihhi...

Nya asa mo?.. iya snack kay la fortuna nga hopia... mupalit iya amo just for him.. :)

hehehehe

Pet Gadgets?.... hehehe

When I was a kid i had lots of pets. I had turtles, white mice, a hamster, puppies, kittens, ants, grasshoppers, spiders, and at some point a chicken (who i named nok-nok hehehe) i also wanted a snake but my bro and mom freaked out when i asked them hehehe :p Soooo many pets, soooo many names!... i had a dog named purple (but after he was shot 5 or more times by the security guard back home, i changed it to survivor), jade, blake, tiny, kooky, scoop, cheeky and lots more... i forgot the names of my turtles, spiders, grasshopper and and ants (i didn't think they'd need one :p ) my hamster died after one week (I blamed it on the petshop and I still do! i swear she was already sick when i brought her home!) My mice had the weirdest names. There was killer, his apprentice "apprentice", victim, and hmmmm i forgot the other one...They were like gangs who wouldn't stop fighting!.. sheesh....

Now that i'm in the city where i'm not allowed to have pets.. i have started adopting my gadgets.. hahaha they're my pet gadgets...

There's Jack who just came from the E.R. after his fall from the double-deck and my computer, Bestfriend hehehe :)

Wala lng, i just started to remember these things when i was blog hopping.

I saw a cam named thirdy and there was another one called piolo.

Rachelle has shuffee and Ara has echo.

hmmm.... wonder when i'll be able to buy buddy? i'm sure he's so lonely, all alone in his glass case at SM!... hehehehe

i think i'm going crazy.. hahahaha :p

Hmmmm... wala ko lain ma post hehehe

Nahan ko mu post pero wala koy mahunahuna-an..soooo mag postpost na lng ko ug unsa ako makit-an hehehe (weird jud kayo ni nga smiley!)

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The Scrapbook

Rummaging through forgotten boxes,
Up in the dreary attic.
A faded, unfinished scrapbook
was caught by lonely eyes.

Eager hands reached down to touch it,
An anxious heart was beating fast.
For inside those moth-eaten pages
Lay dusty pictures of a carefree past

As trembling fingers slowly traced,
the worn-out stationery filled with tales.
Familiar lines reached quivering lips,
"Friends for keeps, bestfriends for life"

As each brittle page is turned,
Memories are re-lived, deep feelings return.
A drowning emotion--nostalgia
Of a past when troubles were unknown.

Then on one page, everything just stops.
No more flowery edges, no more magazine cuts.
now on the lonely page, are splattered, discolored dots,
They roll down your cheeks, the tears start to fall.

Your heart starts to ache as the book is put down.
Aching for that time of innocence and bliss.
Wanting to go back, back before time seized us.
Back to the time before we discovered growing up.

damn..Amards na ni...

i feel sooo bad right now that i seriously want to go to my friend's boarding houses... it's better there, all they have to worry about are themselves. No lectures to go home to, no listening to how incompetent you are, OR how stupid you are. All i want is to worry about myself right now. I don't care if you think i'm dumb, or i'm too childish, or whatever the hell you want to call me....

so sorry if i'm raving about this again To those who are reading, you can stop if you want to... i'm just sooo pissed right now. I really want to go out somewhere and just stay out. i don't want to be in a home where the only things that matter are problems and being "grown up". I am grown up! for my age anyway. It wasn't my fault that i was born a decade after you guys! it's not my fault i act childish (I am a child, and will forever be a child in your eyes!) so sorry nah.Damn! When will i be able to do things without being judged by the "Grown-up" patrol. Once again, I was born a decade after you guys okay?!... a decade! so please give me a break! Of course i won't be able to level with you! damn! Why can't you understand that?....

I try okay, i try... i always try to level with you guys. Before i do somehting, i think about it over and over before i "present" it to you guys. but almost everytime, i AlWAYS end up doing the wrong, most stupid, most childish, most OA, most (what else did i forget?..) thing.

I keep trying to talk to you guys but it never amounts to anything. It's, as usual, "my childish way of dealing with things" right?... like now, i'm ranting about stuff that shouldn't be seen or heard by others.. once again ga binugo ko (for sure all out war na naman kung mabasahan ni).. Right now, i couldn't care less... There are a lot of times when i just suck it all up and smile, okay. (that's what you guys want di ba? just suck it all up and forget about it. (Shudi mag inOA..oops di man sad diay ko pwede mag binayot noh? kemz..i shouldn't be OA. payts?) but you have to understand that there are also times when i need to let it out.. i'm not as strong as you. I'm not as "emotionless" as you guys.. at least not yet.

You guys just wait. The time will come that i'll grow up and BE like you. Till then, please just let me be.

I'll quit yapping now.... i just wanted to let all this out without looking like a fool at home... (yeah, but now i'm looking like a fool in my multiply! sheesh!)

of all the things i miss.....

i miss my mind the most!... hahays.. hahahaha


kapoya oi! we just finished our econ exam...kapoy.. gadugo pa ako brain hehehehe wahuhuhuhu.... i wanna sleep but the dang computer won't let me! toinkz... hehehehe

nweiz, g'bye! eat sa ko hehehe

sa mga naghulat sa pics...

ei so sorry jud for the delay sa pag upload....saonz naguba man ang cam gud....(pero ayo na xa!! hehehe libog au ko noh?.. resulta sa econ..)

i didn't want to upload pa tung wala pa na ayo coz i'm sure kuya will ask where's the cam.. hehehehe :) cge na lng gud.. :)

anyweiz magupload na nya ko.... after lng cguro sa exams.. heheheh:)

Oh yEAH!!!! hehehehe

yesterday when we were waiting for our class to start..i got this message..

"maam okay na imo cam pwede na nimo makuha anytime"

weeeee!!!!!! grabe! finally i can sleep peacefully, go to school with a smile and return the cam to kuya!! hehehehe

Special thanks to butchik, denden, camille, rachelle, icah and kristine!!! salamat kaayo guys for all the help annnd not teling kuya!! hehehehe :) you're the best guys!! hehhe :) sorry that i had to lie to bro... you know how i hate it when we fight... thanks for understanding and being there (amards nani da.. hehehe)

weeee! happy jud au ko!!! ...i'm gonna get the cam this afternoon....

Hazing....

i found this topic from someone's blog... and you know?... i couldn't agree more!! sheesh! why would people subject themselves to pain?....to gain friendship, brotherhood, sisterhood etc. you don't need pain, paddles and blood! heck! i think it's stupid to believe that!

if you want power, a group to rely on, or friends, don't go to those who give you pain! instead, go to those who can really help you, people who won't abandon you and just say whoops when something goes wrong! sheesh!...When i read the article about a law student who died from hazing, i got soooo angry (dawa nakasulat gud!! hahaha)....imagine, the people who beat him to death were also law students, they study the freakin' law! they know what they're doing is wrong! law students! in the future they'll become our lawyers, the "defenders of people" etc. etc. etc. and hey! they could become our senators, our lawmakers our leaders! tsk tsk tsk....makes me wonder where our world is going to! sheesh! as in sheesh!!!

here are some lines of the inquirer article

Right now, the men who watched Cris die can still sleep in their beds at night. They remember how his eyes looked those last few minutes. They know if he cried, if he begged; if he said please, stop. They held his broken body on the way to the hospital. They saw him and touched him and heard him scream, and today some of them still go to class and study human rights law.
There are many things I do not understand. I understand that these fraternity men are scholars, law students, people educated by the state in the hope that someday they will give back in service to the nation. I do not understand what sort of twisted logic can make intelligent men believe that friendship and loyalty need to be proven through a brutal initiation.........

[This is my favourite line]

How can men, who gleefully smash their paddles behind thighs and arms, be called brothers by their victims? Don’t they know that had they died the way Cris died, none of their loyal fraternity brods would call them brother?

Click here for the full article

makalagot kayo!..to think in the future i might be studying law.... (honestly i really don't like lawyers that much! most of them strike me as "pretenders" like the killers who still study human rights!..grrr....)

hehehe scaler em oi! hehehehe :)

just wanted to know....

before our intramurals i honestly did not know what popjazz was...hehehe ingana ko ka ignoy..hahahaha...so i decided to search some vids and found this....cool kayo! :) if you wanna go directly to the dance just let it load then go to 2:40....have fun!!



hehehehehe... hehehe now i know what pop jazz is! hehehe bleh li nko ignoy..... (weird au ni nga smiley ai..)

i need a good laugh!....

hahay...sa kadako sko problema mukatawa na lng ko....huuhuhuhu...

posts from himantayon.com

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On the way to USC-Main, inside a 62C jeepney.

Duha ka babaye ga-lingkod sa front seat. Nag-tukar ang kanta nga “High” by The Speaks.

Girl1: Ganahan kaayo ko aning kantaha oi!

Girl2: Gikanta mani ni Sam Milby.

Girl1: Pero, murag dili siya ang original.

Girl2: Sige lang, nindot man iya version.

Ug sa dihang ni abot na sa chorus part…

Girl1: I want to hold your head and hand..yeah, hold your head and hand…hee yeah, yeah yeah

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Butuan City General Hospital Emergency Room.

Bata Gituli.

After mga 30 minutes…

Bata: Kadugay ba ana mahuman. Habol na inyo gunting noh?

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Akong manghod (7 yrs. old) ug ang iyang tutor sa amuang sala. Filipino ang subject nga ila gitun-an:

Tutor: Salita na nagsisimula sa letrang O?

Manghod: O…Ow…(perti gyung huna-huna sa ako manghud…luoy na kaayo iya nawong) Ot*n?!

Tutor: Oy! Dis-a gud ka gikan ana nga word?!

Manghod: Ay…Obas diay…

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HAHAHAHAHA!....tawa na ko.. hahahaha... :) hahaaaaay~~~~......

ahihihhi btaw uy! visit mu himantayon.com!...uber funny! hehehehe

got 3500k?.....0_o

huhuhuhuuuhuu....as in capital HUHUHUHUHUHU!!!!!

naguba si jack!! (ako cam ahhihihi)...nagdinanghag ang babaye unya nahulog!! patay ko sko bossing!!! huhuhu!.....

well, nag search nko sa net for places or shops to get it fixed, asked people, walked around the malls....finally i found a shop at sm that might fix my cam!>....

now, ang ako na lng problema..where the heck am i gonna get 3500k?!..

nahan mu pa borrow?... hehehe i'm not sure when i can pay it back pero pwede hulog-hulogan?. hehehe....taw uy..huhuhuuhu

if i can't get this fixed this week, i guess i'l have to start making mi ultimo adios! huhuuuhu

adios mi amigas! adios!!

cheerdance champions once again!!!!

Whhoooohooooo!!!! oh yeah.. after two weeks of super practice and sweating , we are once again the chapions!!!

yay! yehaw! yayness! on yeah! hahaha :) i'm uber happy tonight.....

i hope successful pud amu UP radio! ......

UP radio: where you have ....no choice! hehehehe

basta uy..i'm tired but i'm super duper happy!!!!

cheerdance champions once again!!!!

Whhoooohooooo!!!! oh yeah.. after two weeks of super practice and sweating , we are once again the chapions!!!

yay! yehaw! yayness! on yeah! hahaha :) i'm uber happy tonight.....

i hope successful pud amu UP radio! ......

UP radio: hwere you have ....no choice! hehehehe

basta uy..i'm tired but i'm super duper happy!!!!

grrrr!

damn!.. damn! damn!.....

hala sige mag away tang tanan! total diha ra man mu maayo!!!

attack of the silly doggies!!!

UUUUPPPPP NAMING MAHAL!!! hehehehe wala lng... so cute!! KAwaii!!!




** uhhhh...wala koy mabutang na caption...hahahaha!!!! funny au....


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I suddenly wanted to post something...pero, i couldn't find anything interesting today.... so kani na lang ... ahihihi....this poem never fails to make me laugh ...hehehe wala lang.. when a person's bored, she's bored! hahaha...
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What Turns a Man On

What turns a man on?
I’d say,
A woman's scent
A woman's physique
And to some extent,
A woman's technique

Man indeed has different interests
What they are, is quite hard to detect.
When a man and woman walk abreast
To predict what they're thinking should challenge your intellect!


Now let me go back to this funny little lore
About what makes a man take a second glance
Hope I’m not becoming too much of a bore
Do read on and give me just one more chance!

So, what turns a man on?

The slender curves that their eyes can trace
That sweet smell that catches their attention
The graceful, kind actions and that beautiful face!
Of one of God’s most, magnificent creations!

wala ko'y lingaw... hehehe