"Change can be painful"

whew!!.. After a long absence i'm finally back..

We got busy these past few coz of College days, masscomm days, lots of other "stuff" and of course our play.. PREGENESIS...We all got angry, some cried..we all felt the pressure these past few days.... This week was kind of a hell week for me.. i kept thinking bout my article (i still don't have a topic!!), the play, stuff at home, and my grades.... i'm so exhausted... Last week our lights director got the mumps, i (the sound engineer?) had a fever, our stage director was losing her voice some actors got asthma...Just imagine how panicked we were!!... finally, we presented it, finally it's over.... I was already going gaga over all these....

Okay back to the topic..

Rachelle bought a cake, i made a "poster" card... we all wrote our messages to ate dionne and sang her a song...

She won't be our classmate anymore.. she dropped all her subjects coz of her career.. we had teary goodbye.. We love her so much that it's hard to let go.. After a while.. trex and am started giggling.. trex said Am had something to say to everyone too...(seriously?.. We thought she was gonna join a pageant!).. .Boy!..our tears really started to flow when they said Am won't be here next semester too... she's going abroad with her family... Earlier this year we lost pring..Gikah is transferring, now Am and ate D are moving somewhere...AAAHHH!!! our block won't be the same anymore..Things are really changing...Things are changing and it's painful...

Ara made me realize this... Change really is painful... People and lives often change.. i realized this when ara told me that in our lifetime we have to adjust to differnet changes... Some are for the best.. but sometimes it involves someone leaving...It's hard to accept them sometimes but we really have too...

Next sem won't be the same without them.... It's gonna be hard, lonely and a lot more!!..... It certainly won't be easy to get used to.... but what can i say?.. we have to!