it's been two weeks since i came back from my hometown. one more week and i'll be back in school. Back in the classroom, listening to lectures.

I'm torn between being excited or feeling down. I don't want my summer to end coz i don't wanna face more challenges. I want classes to start so i could meet new people, have more cool memories and have something to do.....I'm so confused right now...The main reason why... i can't tell you.. i'd rather keep it to myself... for now....

haaaaayy!...i feel so tired, bored---lonely---these past few days.. this is probably because before i came back here, i checked out some of my stuff from high school. I found soooo many memories, super great ones! that i felt..nostalgic...

It made me want to go back to that part of my life, because everything was easier. Everything was more fun.

Back then i didn't have to worry about tough decisions like courses, managing my allowance (yup! this too!), payments etc! etc! etc!...all i had to do was study, pass, and have fun .....

I want to go back to the time when my friends and i had code names, our own alphabet... our own characters...I want to go back to that time when everything was simpler, happier even. I dunno why i feel this way now..it's probably because i cherish my friends...i may not show it all the time, but believe me when i say ...

my friends are my treasures...


When I'm away from them..i tend to distance myself for fear of being forgotten or something..(weird noh?).. I'm just like that.. but you know?.. after a while i start to really, really, reeeeaaallly miss them... Just like now..

Now, my life has become more complicated. I have found new treasures and memories, but my old friends are just as precious as they are... somehow..my life then had been happier more fulfilled... now, i just keep telling myself that I'll get through this, one day at a time....

hahay.. I miss high school.. a time where i learned and experienced a lot of things.. i miss my friends...wish i could spend some time with them... i just miss our laughter and stories and...everything!..

hehehe...well like they say...the only constant thing in life is change. We have to get used to it, or be miserable.

But mind you, there are times (like this time) when i wish things didn't have to change.

I wish i was still in high school wearing my uniform, laughing with my friends and eating our favourite chips!...

I just have to say it.... Life back then was fun!...

I really miss you guys!! :)