Christmas blues..(pwede red?! bwahahaha!)

ahhhh....Christmas time is here once again! but, believe it or not i'm not as excited as before....

i'm happy i'm going home na... :) mom and dad are there, my dogs are there, my beloved bed is there too!! hehehe.. :) more food more relaxing time (i'm not so sure about this though hahaha)..

I wanna have so much fun, but i can't help but feel sad and worried that the sem is almost over... hehehe ...( i just don't know why i keep typing "hehehe's" ..it just happens hehehe...see!)...

I really want to spend more time with mom and dad.. i miss them na ... seriously.. but everytime Pops and i talk, there is that fear that he'll bring up THAT darned topic again!..i'm planing on telling him that i really don't like law, but it would really break his heart ..ahhh!!!!..darned it!


Another thing that's making me sad is that i'm missing my eldest sister too! hehe We ain't that close and when she's here she doesn't really spend that much time with me... but i still miss her..it's different when you know she's HERE with us...

and one more.... i'm gonna miss my friends here!! hehehe..really guys, you just don't know how attached i am to you now! hahaha..btaw, you guys are my big sisters man gud... i'll miss our talks, kabuang, ka cornyhan, foodtrip, triptrip, overnights, paperchats, kabuang while the teacher isn't looking etc...you guys really brighten up my day and i really keep you close in my heart !..uuuyyy enough amards..thank you so so much btaw!! hehehe :) .. (pasenxa, you know how i get when it's time to leave...)

lastly, the sem is almost over.. internship is almost here. 4th year?.. darn it...i'm praying that things will work out, that i'll survive! hahaha da kay ngano nag masscomm!!...seriously, i'm praying i won't get shouted at, embarassed, or whatever. i'm sure these will probably happen coz i''m not really not a writer/masscommer (ha?! hehe) at heart...,pero cge lng.kakayanin ko! hahaha..i'm already here so i don't really have a choice but to live with it! hehehe..this'll come to pass... :) *gulp

waaaa!!! christmas na jud!..i'm praying too for that gift that will really make me happy to the highest level!! hahaha... :p para at least mabawasan ako ka mingaw hehehe....

Momsie, Popsie..*with puppy dog eyes*...love man ko ninyo diba?.. hahahaha :p

too much eggs....

When i woke up from my afternoon nap, i found out that kuya and ate went out for their parties...sheesh..they didn't even wake me up properly to say goodbye... so i woke up disoriented and thinking that i might be in some alternate dimension.... hehehe good thing kuya butch was around for me to pick on! hahaha joke....

So i had to cook dinner... but, after a very deep nap i was in no mood to cook..sooo i got out the eggs... some ground meat..and more eggs! hahah and yeah, and a bit of cheese too..

I made two sunny side-ups, then moms omelette...

first you cook the meat...take it out of the pan, then cook the eggs.. and just before the egg gets cooked, put the meat then cover it with the egg..taaddaa!!! meat omelette... i added some cheese so it wouldn't look so plain.. hehehehe..

soo we had eggs and some meat and cheese.. hahahaa talk about a heart stopper...too much cholesterol!.. by the way don't put too much oil... my head is still spinning from that mistake.. hahahaha

it's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas...

Christmas time is here...

The wind is cold, carols ring a dingding..."ayoooo...we're masscomm students from UP...pwede mi manaygon?".. hahahaha...

"Thank you! thank you! ang babait ninyo thank you!..Meeerrrryyy Chriistmmmasss"...With matching blinking santa hats and dance number pa na ha".... hehehehe....

"Hello ate, gift nya ha?.. maski unsa basta naay screen ug keyboard na pwede ma daladala ug ma display sa starbucks...hahaha joke!.. :p"

"Ma?.. wla ra natumba ato Christmas tree?... dili na mag sakasaka taod ug lights sa atop ha?..bantay jud..."

"Kuya palit ta fireworks! ... bahala nag di pa New Year".. hehehe

"MAAAA!! lutu-i ko spaghetti bah!!...cge ne gud!!...."

"Wala lagi nako kuha-i ang fruits ma..ihapa gani 13 pa japon nah...isa raman ka grapes ako gi kuha *isa ka kumkom bah hehehe :p "

"Ate!!! Pagdali na ligo bah..byaan jud ka namo run wla na tay chair sa church!"

"Ay don't worry ma, ako hipos sa table after noche buena.. (btaw mukaon pa ka ana sa kadlawon tapos makatulog..si mama ra japon makahipos pag morning.. heehehe) "

"Dadots!...pwede papalit ug something *pa cute eyes daun ana man si mama sa imo daw ko ask...ayyy di day ko nimo love?.. (bwahahaha!..puppy eyes daun..)"


haaaaay!!!!...Christmas, a time for Jesus, joy, funny memories, and random craziness....

I'm suddenly craving for some fruits and spaghetti...yum...

sooo tired...

waaaa... 2 more weeks then i'll be home...Christmas na...then it'll be the second half of the sem.. then internship.. then 4th year..huhuhu..time is running out..

I'm sssoooo tired already.

I sleep when i'm not supposed to...

I forget if i'm hungry...

I'm up when everybody's sleeping...then wake up early for class....

I'm pretty messed up.. hehehe

maybe this is why ate calls me a robot... :p

i really need a break...

argh... now i know what a bibinka feels like... paet...can't i just decide on my own?....

When...oh i don't know...

When you're sorrounded with people, yet you still feel so alone..

When you've shared so much yet you still feel so overwhelmed with your thoughts..

When you're so full of laughter, but you're still frowning inside...

When you are smiling so, but you're wondering how or why ...

The room is too crowded, but you still feel so isolated...

You look around, everyone's so excited...

You joke around, but actually you're serious...

You wanna keep quiet, but then you'd be too lonely...

You chat with the guys then wonder what it's all about...

You type down your thoughts then you realize "for what?"

Oh i don't know... maybe i just want to

Maybe i just want it out...

Oh i don't know....maybe...

just maybe...

I'm sleepy and hungry..

Someone go get me some food....

teehee...