Is it ok if i don't cry?

Well, internship is finally over..

i'm finally gonna get a break..a vacation..

away from all the pressure and problems...

I was really looking forward to going home, but now, i dunno...

i'm going home not to have fun, but to attend the funeral of my aunt.

She was one of my coolest and closest aunts.. i'd spend lazy weekends at their place eating, baking and giving her headaches.. hehehe

She was smart and beautiful.. she would sometimes read me the medical encyclopedia too! (weird i know, but it was fun to discover new things)

now, she's gone.. it was so sudden that it hasn't reached my heart yet..

our eldest sister cried a lot when she heard about it...

Me, kuya and my other sis though, just swallowed all our tears....

We couldn't afford to show them coz we were in the middle of work...

now, i don't know ..my heart feels heavy but i just can't cry...maybe i just can't believe it yet..

I wish this never happened..

I hate goodbyes...especially if it's forever...

So, is it okay if i won't cry?...

Is it ok if i don't cry?

Well, internship is finally over..

i'm finally gonna get a break..a vacation..

away from all the pressure and problems...

I was really looking forward to going home, but now, i dunno...

i'm going home not to have fun, but to attend the funeral of my aunt.

She was one of my coolest and closest aunts.. i'd spend lazy weekends at their place eating, baking and giving her headaches.. hehehe

She was smart and beautiful.. she would sometimes read me the medical encyclopedia too! (weird i know, but it was fun to discover new things)

now, she's gone.. it was so sudden that it hasn't reached my heart yet..

our eldest sister cried a lot when she heard about it...

Me, kuya and my other sis though, just swallowed all our tears....

We couldn't afford to show them coz we were in the middle of work...

now, i don't know ..my heart feels heavy but i just can't cry...maybe i just can't believe it yet..

I wish this never happened..

I hate goodbyes...especially if it's forever...

So, is it okay if i won't cry?...

musings of the disappointed.

Have you ever heard of the song

"dreams are my reality, the only place that i love to be..."

It's one of our "fathers' songs" so you might not know it.. hehehe...

i grew up listening to songs like this. ( it's not my fault that i listen to so much oldies.. i am the youngest in the family.. hehehe )

anyways, back to my topic. Dreams.

all of us have dreams right?... but, how would you feel if everytime you try to reach it,you fail?..

ga drama ko du, pasenxa...pasenxa.. hahahaha :p

This is just another of my silly thoughts... teehee

killing me softly....

internship is killing me softly.... promise...

the constant pressure.. deadlines..the hours..and THE PRESSURE (pressure jud) 0_o ....

And darn it, it really doesn't help that every time i get an assignment or interview i wanna barf...

Trust me, if you've got super hyper acidity, facing constant pressure can definitely turn your stomach inside out... sheesh..

I gotta finish this soon... haaaayyy....

Cebuanos i need your reactions!

hehehe hi guys! thanks for reading, i really need your help.. i need your reactions for an article in sunstar...

• What can you say about a change into a federal system of government?..

13 of 15 central visayas reps filed a joint resolution asking to convene congress into a constituent assembly to revise the constitution. Among the amendments they proposed is the shift into a federal system of government.

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