let me please breakdown...

Jack Johnson- Breakdown

I hope this old train breaks down
then I could take a walk around
and, see what there is to see
and time is just a melody
all the people in the street
walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roam through town
And though my windows got a view
The frame im looking through
seems to have no concern for me now
so for now

I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown

This engine screams out loud
Sayin the beat gunna crawl westbound
so I dont even make a sound
cause its gunna sting me when I leave this town
All the people in the street
that i'll never get to meet
if these dont bend somehow
and I got no time
that I got to get to
where I dont need to be
So I

I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
but I cant stop now
let me break on down

But you cant stop nothing
if you got no control
of the thoughts in your mind
that you kept in, you know
you dont know nothing
but you dont need to know
the wisdoms in the trees
not the glass windows
You cant stop wishing
If you dont let go
But things that you find
and you lose, and you know
you keep on rolling
put the moment on hold
the frames too bright
so put the blinds down low

I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I need this here
old train to breakdown
oh please just
let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
but I cant stop now

how do you...

how do you deal with anger and hate
so much that you want to expel what you ate

how do you deal with the burning inside you
wanting to scream because you don't know what to do

you go out, you laugh, you smile
but behind all that, you're frowning all the while

all this hate, all this resentment
how i wish it would turn into excitement

but it seems hell is on my side
because it's giving me one hell of a ride

I'm lonely, i'm annoyed and i'm outraged too
I'm miserably infuriated..all because i hate you!

i hate you i hate you i hetchooo!!!

Give me a break!

I want one day.. just one day of PEACE...

the type of peace and quiet that can make you super refreshed after...

The type of peace and quiet that no one can break..

Please leave me alone...

Stop talking to me for one day... one day please..

I don't want to help you anymore... but i can't ignore you coz i know that would be wrong...

I'm done being your secretary.. i'd rather be your boss who'll edit and NOT make your work...

Stop giving me crap since i'm already helping you..

You can't even help me look for the damned lighter when there was a black out...

Stop... coz if you won't... i might forget that you're older than me... I

and for the two of you...Stop ignoring him and start lecturing him..

we might end up with negative results but seriously?.. right now, I COULDN'T CARE LESS...

tapos na akong mag rant... bow...

For My Mom. (a repost from chixgorgeous) :D

well.. these past few days my mom has been sooo excited to call us. Sun cellular has finally reached our area in bukidnon... hehehe..so she calls on my celphone now and just loves to chat (we also love the idea that finally, our phonebill will no longer skyrocket!) teehee.. anyways, while i was on duty last night at GMA, she texted my globe num...stupid me forgot to save her num so stupid me ignored it till it was too late for me to realize it was her...

i hate making her feel bad (yet i'm soo good at it (0_o) ).. so now i feel bad.. and now i miss her so much...

just thought of sharing this poem with you guys :)

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,
"And you never will, but that's O.K.".......

Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered......

"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without
complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him
unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and !
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special!
Please send this to women you know, and those with mothers,
sisters, and special women in their lives.

But, also send this to men so they will understand about what a
wonderful thing a woman is.
Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step
gets easier.

Love your Mother Always

and keep her Smiling

murphy's law

we were hanging out at the radio lab the other day when rachelle and camille introduced me to one of murphy's law....(i can't remember if we discussed him in class.. hmmm ..oh well :p)

camz, chelle: according to murphy's law.. a person's level of technological comprehension is indirectly proportional to their management... hence we present emem...

hahahaha.. nakakatawa ko... :p ug c ate and kuya.... that's sooo applicable to our family..well cept for papa... he was a manager afterall hahahaha!! :p

tapos na ang 08.08.08!

finally! tapos na ang 08.08.08

tapos na ang cookout!! hehehehe

according to people we did a good job.. i really don't know if it's true coz for us prod members.. we were to busy working to really watch the show! hahaha :p

makabuang na day!..

Thursday: nagmeeting mi til 12 am...went home to work on our respetiv stuffs so in short wala tulog..

Friday: this is it.. warla to the max... gasto to the max..warla again to the max!! :p pag abot sa 4pm super warla and kulba na.. 5pm.. this is it!!

Saturday: grabbbeeehhh... nag 7 am nalng, gi off nlng namo ang music naa pa japon tao sa field! hahaha :p atot... grabeh patay pa ang prod team cept for icah, butchik and me...well actually karon pko nabuhi.. hahaha

hahaha.. from saturday morning i slept...and slept.. and slept... karon pa jud ko kamata..

this evening i expect to see the posts of my prod mates (pictures oi!!).. kay feeling nko ayha pa na cla ma revive :p hahahaha

haaayyy our hard work really paid off!.. grabe to the max!

to those who came to cookout 888 SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :)

to those who enjoyed SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :)

to those who came and hated it. SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :) you guys make our life exciting hehehe

sa tanan, nalingaw o wala.. SALAMAT SALAMAT SALAMAT... :)

karon mag thesis mode nasad mi.. hahaha :p

COOKOUT NA!!!

cookout na!

cookout na!

cookout na!

cookout na!

cookout na!

mutumbling nata!! hehehe

anyways, seee you at cookout guys!!... batch eight attend namo 75 ra ang ticket!!!, pag banka lang mo pag ari para maka save!! hehehe joke :p

When it starts getting lonely..

remeber the Coca Cola ad about a family who through the years started to go their separate ways?.... when i saw that ad during our field trip at manila, i fought hard to keep my tears from flowing...) it would've been pretty weird if i didn't hahaha

anyways.. I grew up with 5 siblings plus our parents.. so that makes us a big family of seven...We'd have amazingly big fights, crazier that crazy pranks and we drove mom and dad nuts!.. hahaha... i can't even forget the time when we decided to chop off the head of ate's prized doll and turn it into a soccer ball hahaha :p

we had lots of awful memories but we had more fun times together!...

The ad really struck me coz, just like the family there.. we started to go on our separate ways and it gets pretty lonely...trust me..

when i was in elementary, my eldest ate left for cebu for college..after a few months, kuya followed, then my other sis then my other bro..When i reached high school, mom and dad plus me were left to eat at a table big enough for 7 people... everytime my sibs came home they'd stick around at home then go out with friends... it wasn't the same.. When my sis left for london it made things worst for me... everytime they'd leave again, i'd wait till i was alone in my room before i started crying.. hahaha i actually did that till i was in high school...pathetic i know..but i hated saying goodbye

now when i get the chance to go home, i get soo happy coz i miss my parents.. but when i get there, we'd often have arguments by the third day...it's normal for us so it's no biggie i guess... when it's time for me to leave id get upset coz i know that mom and dad will be alone at home again... sheesh.. they have 6 dogs to take care of but still, it can be really lonely at times..

I'm being emo right now coz my aunt-in-law just died.. last summer my aunt died..it's a gloomy year for us ..sheesh..

I just hate the felling of losing someone.of someone leaving or the thought of goodbyes... i grew up saying a lot of goodbyes so that's probably why i'm like this...

this christmas, it'll only be me, mom, dad and my other bro... kuya and ate will stay here in cebu for work... the thought of being separated on christmas is so depressing that i wish time would just slow down for me...

one of the most memorable dinners for me was lastlast christmas when we were finally complete... i was ssooo happy that i wanted us all to dine at our favourite seafood resto..we got there.. had a bit of fun..a bit..i wasn't really satisfied coz i know they weren't having fun... but at least we were complete...

i hate goodbyes...i hate growing up..i wish things stayed as it was..

next year, we'll be facing graduation... i'm excited but there'll be a lot of goodbyes.... i hate it...

why can't we all just stay, eat together like we used to? talk like we used to?... :p

emo...sheesh...i just wish we could stop acting like adults even for a day and then remember the god times...