Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Damn all viruses...

my usb just died today.. crap!... my files my beloved files.. i know i shouldn't save impt. files with perma.. but saonz nlng! kelanagn eh!!!... huhuhhu

super virus jud au!.. it ate 3gig worth of files... and now i found out that my computer is also infected! saon nlng jud... pagka jud.. huhuhuhuhu i don't want to reformat my PC.i CANT reformat my pc...

leche jud ning virus! hmph... dili rba ma erase kay mag cge ra balik balik.... grrrr....

hopefully mawala na ni now.. ako magikon...

guys i suggest you check your comps, esp laptops.. feel nko naay someone sa ato class nga naay virus nya wala lng nabantayan.. huuhuhuh

Thursday, September 25, 2008

salamat po :)

i've been to the lowest of the low

waaayy beyond panicked, waaay beyond embarrased...

i was so upset that i kept smiling and laughing and crying and i just didn't know what to do anymore...

i'm just thankful that you guys stayed by my side

i'm also super thankful that i have a super understanding, overseer, "pick me up-per", taray, referee for a sister...

how i wish you weren't miles away from home... yo'ure probably the only one who can calm me down like this .. thank you...

:)

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

UP Pep Squad : a repost

It's about time we build our own team.
Our own cheerleading squad.
Ishagit og kusog.
Unibersidad ng Pilipinas - sa Sugbo! (okay, that sounds weird)


Do you have what it takes to become a cheerleader?

AUDITIONS!!!

UP CEBU PEP SQUAD

September 26, 2008, exactly 5pm,
UP Cebu High School Covered Court

For more details, pls. contact Ms. Macasil of the PE Dept.

OPEN TO ALL UPIANS
Arts.Comm Team, Management Tycoons,
NSMD Scions, CompSci Torrents, SocSci Stallions

This is about UP CEBU PRIDE

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

whateverness....

I know i complain a lot whenever something's troubling me.. and i know i annoy a lot of people, heck i even annoy myself to the point that i never want to wake up or would pray that i would just drop dead...the type of annoyance that makes me wish that the ground below me will open up and swallow me...

to be honest, i am really very tired of my life.. gikapoy nko..

i'm tired of pretending, i'm tired of controlling, i'm tired of wishing that i wasn't me.. BUT

if i don't control me, if i don't pretend at times, IF i let out what i really would like to do....

trust me, you'd wish that you never knew me... i'm not a monster... it's just that i have a bad temper and i can be really annoying... as much as possible i try to be patient... i want to be patient... but the the problem is, a lot of things right now are making it sooo hard for me that i can barely pretend that i'm okay...

tears can be very powerful weapons.. they can actually help you move mountains... but my tears are actually more like my defense than my offense..i cry when i can't control it anymore, i cry when i can no longer carry the burden that i'm carrying...i cry when i'm all out of ideas...

call me a kid, call me emo, call me whatever you'd like.... the truth is, i couldn't care less... i've been tagged with a lot of names that i really don't care anymore...

i'm tired tired tired....please, someone get a gun and shoot me... seriously

i never knew college is such a bitch... when i was a kid, i thought college was the best time of our lives... you get to study what you love, meet people that you admire, have fun doing what you do best.... hoooo booyyy i was sooo wrong....

college=stress=bitches=damnthemalltohell=stress

i HATE that i am so dependent... i actually love to be alone... i enjoy staying home alone, working alone (with stuff that i like)... it's just that i can never be really alone coz i don't have enough confidence.. you see, i've got this problem with people... it kinda comes and goes so whatever... i get scared when talking to people i don't know, i get lost easily (super!) .. well it all boils down to me having extremely bad stagefright...

i'm a loner who loves company, a professional lier who values honesty

i'm a coward who brave battles, a toddler hiding her rattle

i am everthing that i wrote here, including the clown who wears a mask.

whatever.damn.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Vanilla mood!!.... you MUST love them... :D

Waaaaa..i soo love this band, they can do magic with their instruments... classic, pop, jazz basta amazing!!... :) check out more of their videos at youtube :) ...

Keiko (piano) and waka (flute).. my super faves!

Mariko (cello) and Yui (flute) are sooo cool too... :D


Haru Full Prunn


Shizuka